The moment you are ready to end your own life, knowing when its all over whats beyond this life is all but a mystery. You would think the thoughts of loved ones, your entire life even, would circle your mind. But this was not true for me. That moment, In that very moment, nothing circled my mind. The only thing, was the pain, the sadness, and the hurt. It flowed through my body, reaching every…
I tried it once before but i didn’t get that far i felt alot of pain, surely it would leave a scar. I struggled with the thoughts and it was really tough yet here i am, guess i didn’t bleed enough. Maybe i am alive cause i didn’t really wanna die i try to convince myself that is all a lie. Take the pain away from me i am afraid of the man i am…
Running with emotions Filling up like oceans Numb to the silence Corrupted with sullenness What is wrong with me? Is this all meant to be? Suppressing the thoughts and feelings Ignoring all the bad dreamings Nightmares inside my head Wishing sometimes I was dead What is wrong with me? Is this all meant to be? Unable to stand on my own With the weight of the world on me alone I lose my grip on…
Ghost symphonies for sounds of feelings no longer felt the very heart aches as its forgotten on this plane. What was once a free spirit in the wind of time now gone to dust never to be seen again. Passages to be read with tears in thy eye memories that were formed now slowly fade away. Like everything that ever was and had a form of beginning the end drew ever closer for the coming…
All i wanted was to feel once more to sit alone in my room with a fully locked door to think about every awful thing, every single mistake every wrong moment every heartbreak all those years feeling locked inside a cage putting pen to paper hoping to spill it all on a page all i wanted was to feel once more feel the things i used to feel before it shattered across the floor. All…