Hello little emotions it’s me, ya boy. We used to play together so much like you were my favorite toy. The best way I know how to tell others about you is in words on a screen. Sorry to be blunt, I don’t want to sound mean. But I thought you were gone like a cloud of dust. Now you return tempting me with lust. I called you what you were I called you what…
What if i was nothing, as if i was in the ground. Lost within my own head unable to make a sound. Fear surrounds me in places i least expect. Crawling under my own skin, it starts to infect. Pressure from things i should not care for driving me insane. Nothing matters more to me but being lost inside my brain. But anxiety corrupts me with a soothing sound of hate. I wish that i could ignore it…
I have nothing left inside me anymore. Cloudy unjust thoughts locked inside my tormented mind. Regrets of past and present mistakes now linger on. Lies told to everyone I have ever known. Feelings come to me like rolling of dice. Never knowing if I will feel dead inside or alive in my mind. When I look to the heavens for answers I feel ignored. I dont know what I am doing. I see the paths…
I don’t want to feel like this again So many words to put down I don’t know where to begin Where did everything take such a drastic turn when did I start feeling like I was of no concern loneliness turning to self disgust sleepless nights so unjust eyes closed and still dreaming awoken feeling drained with thoughts not leaving if I try to talk to ones with a listening ear the feelings I have…
The fight continues on So the fire burns strong With every breath exhale I wonder if i will lose the will and fail The world feels like its constantly growing cold My fingers are numb and i can never keep a hold I try so hard to cover up but in the end i sit and freeze Its like i am cursed with some sort of disease Its so hard to wake up every morning…
The angel has fallen from clipped wings Unable to catch you, forced to watch you fall truly stings. Cornered in a room, being devoured by shame You tell me i am the only one you dont blame. Forgiveness lost like your smile on that pretty face and you tell me you want to just leave this place. Scars now cover your body inside and out when you are not trying to escape your madness, you…
From my grave I arise Wiping the tears from my sad eyes. In my head I hear the voices In the end I’ll regret my choices. I only wanted to find my way back inside Wipe away all this cloudy feelings corrupting my mind. In my own eyes you can see the evil Shall we pull back the red vale. Nobody knows the way To make this all go away I hope this is just…
I tried it once before but i didn’t get that far i felt alot of pain, surely it would leave a scar. I struggled with the thoughts and it was really tough yet here i am, guess i didn’t bleed enough. Maybe i am alive cause i didn’t really wanna die i try to convince myself that is all a lie. Take the pain away from me i am afraid of the man i am…
Running with emotions Filling up like oceans Numb to the silence Corrupted with sullenness What is wrong with me? Is this all meant to be? Suppressing the thoughts and feelings Ignoring all the bad dreamings Nightmares inside my head Wishing sometimes I was dead What is wrong with me? Is this all meant to be? Unable to stand on my own With the weight of the world on me alone I lose my grip on…
Ghost symphonies for sounds of feelings no longer felt the very heart aches as its forgotten on this plane. What was once a free spirit in the wind of time now gone to dust never to be seen again. Passages to be read with tears in thy eye memories that were formed now slowly fade away. Like everything that ever was and had a form of beginning the end drew ever closer for the coming…