What If I Was Nothing….
What if i was nothing, as if i was in the ground. Lost within my own head unable to make a sound. Fear surrounds me in places i least expect. Crawling under my own skin, it starts to infect. Pressure from things i should not care for driving me insane. Nothing matters more to me but being lost inside my brain. But anxiety corrupts me with a soothing sound of hate. I wish that i could ignore it…