Poems Sad/Depressing/Dark

Me.

I have nothing left inside me anymore.

Cloudy unjust thoughts locked inside my tormented mind.

Regrets of past and present mistakes now linger on.

Lies told to everyone I have ever known.

Feelings come to me like rolling of dice.

Never knowing if I will feel dead inside or alive in my mind.

When I look to the heavens for answers I feel ignored.

I dont know what I am doing.

I see the paths I must walk but cannot reach them.

So much heartache inside me that tears me apart.

Judgmental eyes watch my every move in disappointment.

A almost squeezing feeling inside my stomach makes me feel sick.

Sometimes I wish to start a new.

Restart the days that once passed.

Rewind the clock back a few seconds or minutes.

Perhaps to find a time where I was okay.

Or a time when I felt alive again.

Look for answers where none were before.

But time continues on regardless of how I feel.

Regardless of what I wish.

Fear around every corner.

Wondering if I will feel okay tomorrow.

Will I be alright today.

I never know and perhaps never will.

Its a routine with no step by step.

Its a random plan almost set in stone.

Sometimes I wonder if I somehow became addicted to the pain and suffering.

I wonder if its something I need to continue on.

I know inside me its all apart of life.

But for some reason it feels like something it shouldn’t.

It feels like its somewhere it doesn’t belong.

I can not run from it and I can not hide.

I cant decide if I want any help.

Or if I crave the attention.

I dont remember what normal is.

Its a hazy memory in a darkened mind.

I can picture it but I can not feel it.

So I lie here hoping what corrupts me will release its hold.

Hoping one day I wakeup and feel normal.

But when I cant remember what normal once was I start to think it wont come true.

I feel angry at the world and those around me.

I feel sad that this is how its all become.

And it tears me up that I regret everything I do.

I have come so far and have less than that to go.

But I dont feel any stronger.

I dont know how I manged to get this far now.

I dont know whether I should cry or scream.

The cycle of feelings continue on and I cant figure out how to stop them.

I know what brings me joy and helps me forget.

But what do I do if those things are gone.

How do I cope without the only tools I have ever known.

Living should be enough to make me feel okay.

A sunny day should make me smile.

A joke that makes me laugh should make my day.

But that is hardly ever the case.

I can go a hour feeling okay but wakeup and feel dead.

Alone.

Sad.

I dont know how to protect myself from myself.

My biggest fear in the world is me.

My thoughts scare me.

My feelings torment me.

Is this all normal?

Was I just tricked in thinking there was something more?

Was I wrong about my interpretation of the world?

Was I misled in thinking life was easy and joyful.

Is life just a struggle to endure?

Is it always supposed to be so hard to rise from my bed?

Am I supposed to feel what I feel inside?

Is it normal to wish for a better tomorrow?

Do I have to build it or does it just come?

I am confused.

Lost.

I wish someone would give me the truth.

I wish someone could tell me how to make things better.

I wish someone could just understand….

me.

523 thoughts on “Me.”

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