With each breath I take I fog the glass more. With each beat of my heart the blood in my veins flows. The rain pours outside in the bitter cold, with the darkness creeping in and pushing away all forms of light. Every time I close my eyes the painful memory’s flash in my head and it brings more tears crashing down to the floor. As I clench my fist in anger I feel the…
“When did you become so lost? When did everything in the world lose all meaning, the warm colors of the world faded to grey, and the nights were no longer quiet and peaceful? When did the days grow too long to bare, and the smiles that once formed on your face disappear into a gloomy abyss?” “I…can’t remember. I cant remember a time when things weren’t the way they are now. Why is that? Why…
I have nothing left inside me anymore. Cloudy unjust thoughts locked inside my tormented mind. Regrets of past and present mistakes now linger on. Lies told to everyone I have ever known. Feelings come to me like rolling of dice. Never knowing if I will feel dead inside or alive in my mind. When I look to the heavens for answers I feel ignored. I dont know what I am doing. I see the paths…